Michelle

Note!~

2006-05-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

hey guys... i recently discovered that XANGA is more suitable for me to post my blogs... so pls be informed that i will not be posting any more blogs here... but on xanga. this is my new blog add... http://www.xanga.com/toxicmich

There will be events too~! Updates of events in malaysia for ur interest, and birthdays... and ofcuz my net journal. hehex... remember to come read it..and give comments.

Miss ya~

Renault F1 Pit Party 18th March 2006

2006-02-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

Jeffz wrote:

Event : Renault F1 Team Pit Party
Tiesto - In Search of Sunrise 5 - Asia Tour 2006

Date : March 18th 2006

Venue : KLIA Limousine Shuttle Bay

Time : 6pm - 3am

Lineup : Bass Agents (tbc)
Derb
Drum Connection
Tiesto (5 hour set)

Massive concert style staging (240ft span). Tons of pyro displays. Mad lighting and lasers. Huge multiple projection screens.

More details will be released soon. Keep checkin this space for updates.

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Jeffz wrote:

UPDATE !!!!

presale tickets will go on sale sometime this month... presale tickets will go for RM 65.00 + 1 drink

doorsale tickets will go for RM 80.00 + 1 drink.

presale ticket outlets will be announced shortly.

there will be 6000 FREE car park bays available for all you party people. Car pool if possible to minimise traffic congestion.

Drinks will be sold at reasonable prices.

Light food and snacks will be available at the venue.

More details will be provided as we go along.

Cheers.

Jeff

2006-01-21T19:28:00.000+08:00

Clubbing Clubbing n Clubbing.. that seems to be the only word in my life at the moment. But hopefully after CNY, clubbing would be only a bigger part of my life. Gonna look for jobs after CNY. sigh... Anybody got lobang? Events Management job. Preferably clubbing events kinda job. hehe... Thanks la...

Schedule

2006-01-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

Lets see what i did since 6th January till now...
6th Jan Friday - NYC
7th Jan Saturday - Stayed @ home & Slack & watch Bleach (Sick Cough)
8th Jan Sunday - Stayed @ home & Slack & watch Bleach (Sick Cough)
9th Jan Monday - Stayed @ home & Slack & watch Bleach (Sick Cough)
10th Jan Tuesday - Stayed @ home & Slack & watch Bleach (Sick Cough)

Now... What am i gonna do for the rest of the week?

11th Jan Wednesday- Camp @ Jln Bathera Dunno which school for RACE
12th Jan Thursday - Camp @ Jln Bathera Dunno which school for RACE
13th Jan Friday - Camp @ Jln Bathera Dunno which school for RACE & Fetch Kelven @
Larkin Bus Terminal
14th Jan Saturday - Tour for Kelven (Makan) & NYC
15th Jan Sunday - Continue the tour n send Kelven off

Happy New Year

2006-01-04T05:41:00.000+08:00

Xmas is already the past, and we welcome 2006 to our life. What eva happened in 2005, is already the past... think abt the future that lies ahead of us, we have more years down the road to think abt rather than staying on the spot and grumble abt the past.
I've partied most of my time away in clubs, raves, friend's place last year. Guess 2006 would be a new start for me to look for a job and plan my life right. No more slacking days, sleeping only at wee hours, wake up only in the evening. 2005 lets me know who exactly is ur true friend and not someone who is just trying to make use of the friendship, and challenging the trust and bond between each other.
I guess at the same hand, i found someone whom i can depend my life with? Well, i can't be sure about this now. He's so far away, yet so near. Time would prove to me... what's the right choice, and what's not.
I hereby wish all my blog readers, Happy New Year 2006, and live ur life to the fullest if ya haven't been in 2005. Miss my old friends like Cassandra, Maggie, Diana, Julea. Wonder how u guys are now... miss...

Partys, Partys, Partys

2005-12-04T05:44:00.000+08:00

There're just too many parties to attend this month of December. First was friend's birthdays... then Rechrage Event @ Jazz n Blue, then Upcoming ZoukOut @ Sentosa, Carl Cox @ Zouk SG, Miss Tracy @ Atmosphere, Christmas Party, New Year Party... Oh man~~ ain't it just a exciting month that couldn't be missed? Attending the parties i listen, will never make u regret... but whereas... not attending them, u might regret.. lolx...
Have just been too busy enjoying myself, and forgetting all abt this blog of mine.. will try to update more...

A commitment for myself

2005-11-04T04:22:00.000+08:00

Weeks past, and i guess its time for me to lay down a commitment. A commitment that's gonna change me, and the appearance i'm in. Nothing much to say, but to prove it. I think i'm gonna do it, and i can.
Next thing is, i'm gonna start looking for a job now! yeapy~ gonna start the working life like real soon?! Hahax... yeap! Wish me luck people...

Clubbing again

2005-10-28T05:02:00.000+08:00

Was at Eden Lounge the other day, drank Chivas with a couple of friends. Was tipsy, things infront of my eyes were swirling, i feel so uncomfortable. Tried to get myself walk straight, and try not to be like a crazy gurl at some classy lounge. We went to NY Club after that... Saw that someone whom i think can be the special one of my life. But nothing is definate yet. Isn't what i think it would be, then it would be. Sometimes things juz ain't going the way you want it to be. Vomitted, cried, danced. All these alcohol makes me think of the past which ain't suppose to be re-playing in my brain. Which is supposed to be kept way deep inside my memory space.
Had a hangover the next day... didn't feel so well. And thinking abt gonna go KL clubbing again this coming sat, the alcohol word juz pumps in to my brain and i'm juz kinda sick of that word. But i guess, i won't be able to ran away from that this week. Hope i will be fine and not disgrace myself.

I'll be at either Rush or Soda this coming sat. Hope to see some farmiliar faces around!

Renault F1 Pit Party 2005 has been cancelled

2005-10-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As a mark of respect to the demise of our beloved first lady, Allahyarhamah Datin Paduka Seri Endon Mahmood, Scenique Productions on behalf of The Renault F1 Team and all sponsors involved, would like to inform everyone that the Renault F1 Team Pit Party Celebration 2005 at the Sepang Go Kart Circuit has been cancelled.

For a full refund, please proceed to the ticket outlet from which you purchased your tickets.

We would like to sincerely apologize for any inconveniences incurred.

For more details, call 03-7781 7302.
- Jeffz

This is a fucking sad news...(Not bcuz of the demise of First Lady, but my RAVE). Sorry if this offends anybody

Days without...

2005-10-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

Currently not doing anything, no work, no studies, just clubbing and raving, and also yum cha with friends. Slacking for 2 weeks now, another 2 weeks, and i'm gonna look for a job soon. Now very broke man~ *grinz* Sister and bro-in-law are now back from HK for a short break. Gonna go back to HK this coming sunday though. So happy... my sis is now pregnant with a baby girl! hahax... finally i can doll up and cuddle and dote on my first niece. hehex...
Sigh.. thinking about having a job, just gives me a headache. Don't know what kinda job do i really want, and am i gonna go further studies? *Argh* not gonna think abt it now. Gonna concerntrate on organising the Rave event next saturday @ Sepang. Hehez... gonna go plan the budget... so me and friends will save money. Alright for the updates now, gonna go play some games and relax abit and to sleep~!

You guys can go check out this website and know more about this coming happening event. If you need tix, get it from me. RM35 plus 2 free drinks. I'm selling....

MOTION

2005-10-08T19:01:00.000+08:00

Back from Genting

2005-10-06T03:31:00.000+08:00

Back from Genting yesterday night. Brought back wonderful memories, as well as coughs and flus. *sigh* hope i will recover by this coming friday, so that i can enjoy myself during the Mash event, MOTION.

Let me tell u what we did @ Genting... to my amaze, Cheryl, being such a tiny little girl, can actually eat like tons of food than the guys! whahaa... really can't believe it by looking at her figure. We had buffet, pizza, malay food, sushi, soupy snack, cup noodles.. lolx.. We had fun on our first day in the Indoor Theme Park, watched movie in the night, and sleep till the next day. Forgot to go extend one more night the next day, and the stupid hotel is now fully booked! Damn~ Cheryl was telling us that we could be like those begger, sleep inside the arcade. lolx... funny eh~ but luckily @ 5pm, we check in the a new room, cuz there're some ppl who cancelled their reservation. So we carried on to Outdoor Theme Park, after JUST 2 rides, it rained...and dammit.. we didn't get to play our Go-Kart and all the coaster thing. But don't how we walk, we walk into the Theme Park by this another gate, and there's like absolutely no ppl inside. The whole theme park is like ours... we went to this WAX shop thingie where they help u do the WAX Hand? we open up their stuffs, and started to DIY..hehe..thrilling and exciting...Fadhly is so scared that we will be caught, he keeps on checking if there's anybody there. Just a tiny little sound, we would run and hide in the corner. haha..that's just so fun!

At night, Fadhly brought me a Baskin Robins' ice-cream cake to celebrate my graduation from NYP. hehe.. so nice of u! Thank alot! And also to NaiCheng and Cheryl... I'm really happy and touched. Thankiew...

"True Friends are those who will alwayz be by your side no matter what, where and when."

Pics from last friday clubbing @ NYC

2005-10-06T03:28:00.000+08:00

Me & Celest
SPC, Me, Kinki
Me & SPC

Pics from Genting

2005-10-06T03:06:00.000+08:00

Buffet Dinner @ Ristorante Torcello's

Self Pic
Just arrived
So..sweet eh?!
After Make-Over session, definately need a group pic.
After look of Nai Cheng & Fadhly, from the make-over artist Michelle and Cheryl

Genting Paradise?!

2005-10-02T08:08:00.000+08:00

Hey guys..i'm at Genting now with Cheryl, Naicheng & Fadhly. hahax... so cool noW~~ BRRrrrR... Meet up with Master, Alex and Celest yesterday afternoon for coffee bean and some dinner with Alex's friends @ Pelangi Kway Teoh Kia. Most important thing? I haven't pack even till i meet up with Cheryl they all. Rush back home once i meet them and got some barang barang from City Square. Pack finish and makan my maggie mee... all within half an hour...lolx...so rush! Then jenson, the nice guy, came pick us up from my house to send us off to Merlin Tower to catch our bus which is scheduled @ 11pm.
Can't really sleep in the bus though... worries about my best friend Master. She's sad... *sigh* i can't do anything as i'm in the bus, but to sms and call Alex to take care of her. If i knew everything earlier, if i haven't buy the bus tix, girl..i will stay for u. Sorry~ But i promise i will accompany u once i'm back to JB. And will call u everyday when i'm here in Genting.
As i'm typing more and more...my fingers really starts to freeze now... the other 3 of them are inside the indoor area..as they are FREAKING cool!! lolx.. i wanna stay outside and enjoy the fucking cold breeze and my cigs.
We're all waiting for the First World Hotel Starbucks barister to serve us @ 8.30am, and also waiting for 12pm to check in to our cozy room @ Genting Hotel. Alrightz! i'm gonna stop here now i guess... will post u guys some photos once i get my camera's battery charged up. Cya! Enjoy your weekend. PARTY!~~

Ending my misery soon

2005-09-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

Finally, attachment gonna end this coming friday. Yeepy! so happy..haha... just can't wait for friday. We planned to order pizza and eat in the office, do our clearance, wait for 6.15, and off we go, far away from Crimson.. and never step in there anymore. lolx.. i just hate the place. The people in my lab, the timing for work, the environment, it's juz so dull!! i just can't stand it. Got my grading for the attachment too...kinda disappionted, but no choice..its already there..black and white. nvm..as long as i can graduate smoothly from NYP with a diploma, i would be superb happy ler.
Gonna go Genting this sat night 11pm bus. Finally brought the tix today. so happy..haha... then met Jenson just now for supper, planned my weekends so nicely. This weekend will be going Genting, next weekend event in NYC feat DJ Xile, and then the following weekend most prob go KL with Jenson for clubbing at Rush. lolx.. so nice right? Then after that would be Rave @ Sepang. cool cool~~~ nothing would be more happening than all these events. Come join me if u are interested k? Can't wait for Friday now.. clubbing @ NYC shuffle night again..hehex...

"Enjoy/Live your life to the fullest, so that you'll never regret at the end of it."

Ravers Life

2005-09-24T03:38:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...i'm here to update my blog! WheE~ lolx... *sob sob* i can't go for Hardsequence @ KL tml. sigh... but nvm.. i can still go clubbing @ NYC. lolx.. i don't know why, but clubbing and raving just seems to be part of my life now. Every week, i just need to step into NYC and dance till i sweat like i just came out from a bathroom. Enjoyed myself very much today at NYC. We shuffle and cheered for friends..drink and smoke. And the most important thing? i wore somebody's cap. haha.. don't tell u who is it. but ya... i even wash it myself for him lo! Can u believe it? Such a lazy person can even wash a cap in the whee hour of 3am. lolx.
Heard that there's gonna be a rave going on at Genting in october. But when i read the forum just now, *sigh* they gonna change the venue. But still, nothing is being confirmed at the moment.
Master joined this new tour agency company. And the stuffs that she told me, just interest me alot. Can't wait for my attachment to end so that i can join her in the company and take groups to China, Europe, Australia and so on... i just wanna enjoy myself. Wanna get a job where i can enjoy and earn money. Guess this is one which will suit me.
Can't wait for 7th Oct where all the mashers will be gathered in JB, featuring DJ Takanori. And we're gonna rock the dance floor like nobody business. haha.. join us if u r free. Its gonna be held at NYC, basement of New York Hotel Johor Bahru. Come and party with us!! Woot~

Mash - Check out the website, join us, and read the threads to keep u updated of any events happening around malaysia. U gonna like us, and enjoy with us like a FAMILY. -"Dance to express not to impress"

Shuffle Competition

2005-09-24T03:20:00.000+08:00

Photos taken during the 1st Heat of Shuffle Competition held at NYC.

Lonely & Insecure

2005-09-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

Have a long chat with my cousin today through sms. Lets me learn something in life that though we don't bare to let the closest people in our life to leave us for work, for happiness, or even for heaven, we still hafta let our hands go. Nothing in life is perfect... we can't control everything and every single person around us to go on our way. We need to adapt to the environment and the changes that's alwayz occuring around us every second, every minute and every day. Her parents are leaving some other countries for work, and whereas, my friend's cousin's parents left the family for heaven. Leaving behind happy memories and sorrows to the people here. Its always hard to accept this type of changes especially when u know u aren't gotta see them as frequent as what u do now, or even not being able to see them again.
One thing that is so cute i would say, about people is that, when u have it, you tend to take it for granted and let it go...but once u loose it, you tend to regret and hope that you can turn back time when u know its just beyond ur ability to. Some people having a very nice and caring bf/gf beside them, but hope to be single as they aren't capable or just stress out handling relationships problem. But when the singles sees couples holding hands and being so lovable, they just want someone to be beside them whom they can shower their love and care to. But they just can't find any. So aren't human beings just very undesicive? or not? that depends on different people.. on how they see this situation.
Being a single me for so long, i yearn for a Mr Right soon~

"Being single is good...but not for long. Being single is just a pit stop to start another relationship again."

So so so INNOCENT!

2005-09-11T07:09:00.000+08:00

Wonder why am innocent?! all starts with NYC. haix... just when we are queuing up to pay the car park fee, this group of people came walking up, one holding a base ball bat. Looking for their rival. And they recognise wrong people, they came wack my friends car and wack my friend. i'm in the car dude!! kena for nothing.. the worst thing is my friend's car, the two main mirror, front and back was smashed, and one of the windows too. Two of them got down to fight, and now.. 4 of my friends are in the police station waiting for interrigation. I was so worried when i saw my friend got wack by 4 to 5 of them, i cried... yes i cried.. just too worried and scared. Everything is in such a chaos... lotsa ppl watching and groups of fighting.
Now i wonder what time can they be bailed out... hope u guys are alright now! Fuck those stupid fellas who don't even look properly... for making bits of glasses all over me. And i got hit by the face, as.. my face was just right beside the driver, and he got wack..his head knock into me... sad.. pain pain.. *sob sob*
Mummy called... and ask why ain't i back yet... she didn't even wanna listen to my explanation, and hang up the call... more sad... why can't she just listen to me? what if, the guys just wack me too? luckily these peeps are still ok.. they don't wack gers.. lolx... aightz.. gotta go to sleep now.. superb tired. all of these stupid fightings after alchohol, can't take it anymore.

p/s: i competed on friday for the shuffle competition... but i didn't got in. The guys are just way better... sigh.. but nvm. its just to gain experiences..and to accompany paulyne to compete. u can view the results for friday @ Mash. i've posted the results there... go check it out!!

"in life, u are bound to face lotsa barriers where u hafta cross. This is to learn and its part and parcel of ur life. If not, life is just too dull without it." - mich

Excited

2005-09-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! Sorry for not blogging these few days... was busy with work and plus! My laptop kena some kinda virus which i need to reformat my whole com. Shucks! and yeap! I did go clubbing on last sat, it was kinda fun! Then is Merdeka! Never greet yet! Selamat Merdeka Malaysia! Wanted to go Danga bay to check out the fireworks. But too bad the jam is just too long for me to wait. I head somewhere else for yum cha session instead with a couple of friends. Then was this exciting thing abt today.

-NYC Shuffle Day September 2nd 10pm feat. Guest DJ Jungle Jerry-

sweetz! I can say most of the guys had done up their shuffle pants. It may look like some lion dance pants to most of the ppl out there, but its way better and nicer aight?! I did mine too! hahax... so excited to wear it tonight and shuffle all the way tonight. Currently at work right now, and seriously i've ain't no mood to be here today. I WANNA GO HOME! dammit. Aightz guys... think i'm gonna go back to my MegaTokyo first... will blog abt the event tml or latest monday aight? With photos i hope. CyA~ Have a nice weekend...

Shuffle Website you can check it out... -> http://www.clept.net

This is my friend's shuffle pants.

The Maid

2005-08-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

"Have u seen the maid?"

"Yeah ofcourse! Got alot of maid ah... got Sri Lanka, Phillipines, Indonesia, India..."

"Huh?! You sure? I thought only got Phillipine?"

"No ah! Got alot what!"

"Serious? Then the sneaks on The Maid bluff us ah?"

"What sneak? What talking you? I'm talking about the maids i saw under my blocks picking up the kids!"

"What the...."

These was by my friend, who had a lame conversation with his lamer crapy friend. Guess its a communication break down or its on purpose.

Well, some tips on watching The Maid, as in the movie not the maids picking up the kids... Better open up your eyes and don't block away from any scence using ur hands or pillows or whateva. Its gonna scare the shit out of you(For some ppl... its gonna be normal). But this movie as its a singapore made, with this kinda standard isn't that bad afterall. Atleast better than those movie like Feng Shui. Wasting my money and time to watch that stupid show.
Yeah! so guys.. go catch The Maid k? Really nice... 3.5 popcorns out of 5.

During the Chinese Seventh Month, the gates of hell open and for 30 days, the dead walk among the living. There are rules to follow in the Seventh Month: Do not swim during the Seventh Month; do not turn back at night when someone calls out your name; do not talk to strangers on a deserted stretch of road.

Venues to catch The Maid:

Johor Bahru - Saturday
GSC PELANGI LEISURE MALL
(Phone Reservation : 07-3353558)
12:25PM 2:20PM 4:15PM 6:10PM 8:05PM 10:00PM 12:00AM

Singapore - Saturday
http://sg.movies.yahoo.com/showtimes/index.php?t=movie&q=The%20Maid&d=2

~Sick~

2005-08-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh... juz woke up from the bed. But sick... again yes! Cough the whole night, can't get a peaceful sleep at all. Cough till sore throat... yeeks! Had been coughing for almost a week now... gonna go visit the doctor again later. If not, i don't think i'm gonna get a peaceful sleep for a week. Alright then i seriously don't know what to write now.. cough is gonna kill me soon... u guys take care.. gonna go visit doc now!

"Never know that just a normal chatting on the phone can get 2 person fall in love"

Out of Energy

2005-08-22T14:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so.. tired and totally out of energy. Went for a Rave party at PD (Port Dickson). Lotsa babes and hunks, in bikini or without top(for guys, don't think too much). Had muscle ache when i reach home lolx... knock out straight to my bed, slept till the night.

Before i went for PD, i met this person. He's really cute the way he chat on the phone. Really attracts me in a way or another, we spoke for like more than 2 hrs? i guess...and guess we really can clique. I haven't meet him yet i think i'm falling for him. Am i silly? I hope i'm not.

When you fall in love for somebody, you never care what's his/her history.
You will take his/her - points to be + points.
No matter how a silly thing or the stupidiest thing to be done on earth, u still find it attractive and funny.
No matter how sad or happy u are, the first person that comes up to your mind is definately gonna be him/her. You just wanna share every bits and parcel of your life with him/her.
When u find somebody whom u can relly on, and share ur life with, never let him/her go. Cherish each and every moment together.

Total pissed off... juz when i was abt to end this blog, master called... and i found out that my cousin jun ming never go to school today, when he's supposed to, plus he's having his Os this year. And apparently, he is now with his gf, which is my another cousin Baby, together right now.. how come they can do this? And wad kinda promise didthey give me when they are together? Study hard? Never let parents down... all these sorts? Damn u! for not keeping the promises...and fuck u... for letting all of us so fucking worried...

i wonder

2005-08-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

While i'm enjoying my favourite chocolate, it juz brings back some sweet memories. I wonder if he still remembers my favourite chocolate, favourite color, favourite song, favourite food... i wonder if he remembers the time who shared together, we cried together, we laugh together... all the silly things that i've done and he tolerated... all the stupdiest things on earth was done out by this sturbbon me and he still showered his patience, love, care, heart over me to make me understand.
I can't forget all the sweet things we do together... washing car together, and lotsa first time we had together. I never cried with my other partner(s) together b4 neither did i have a chance to wash their cars with them together b4. Just him.. and the only one. The sweetness of the chocolate in my mouth now sweeten my heart as well as the memory, his looks and his smiles jus flashing through like a powerpoint presentation.
Don't know why since its past like 3 years? or more? i don't wanna remember the time we aren't together. Well, i'm still thinking of him... to you it might just makes no sense as he is moving on, having a happy life(i guess) with another ger of his life, i'm still here strolling on my life with small pace so as to remember all the happy times i had with him. I still wana say... I Love U in my very deep bottom of my heart.

"Forced love can never be happy"

Granny's dead Part 2

2005-08-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back on blogging, and back to work. everything ended on sat afternoon where the sun is shining on us and the ice-cream man selling his ice-cream to us, I was holding my ice-cream while going to the toilet to change and meet up with my parents and sister. Pack all the stuffs, went back home and did some ritual.

Remember i was telling ya abt the feelings on traditional chinese funeral? dammit i tell u. I was so shock and pissed off when my aunt told me that u cannot watch tv, no watch, no bathing, no ear-rings, no accessories, and i was asking her, not even radio? Was so shock! But no point argueing... i juz wanna sleep. That evening, i asked my mum, she said don't be insane...u can watch tv, bath and wear a watch. Thank god.. i said in my mind. We gambled and drink beer, as she's 89 years old! Peaceful death in chinese saying. I told myself... if i were to die, no matter at what age, i don't want my families to follow all these rules on no laughing, no clubbing and such. I want them to be happy. Cuz when they are happy i'm happy too. I want lotsa people to come visit me while i travel to GODs world...

Insane u might thought..but ain't this just part of our life? Everyone of us just have to go through this, its just a matter of time. Oh ya! I promised myself something too! Never gonna admit to that hospital... arGh... Well, its tuesday now, still in office waiting for Jack(my sweet dearest friend) to pick me up for dinner. Am down with flu now, sigh... headache and giddy this afternoon while i'm on my way to lunch.

Oh... Thanks Mag and Man for your comments and regards. I'm ok now, so are my families... Granny will alwayx be in our mind, rest in peace and happy at where she is right now, united with her husband and sons and relatives. Once again... thank you all people for being there when i needed u guys...

"No point to regret when things are done and can't be mend. Take it as a lesson and never do things u will regret again."

Granny's dead

2005-08-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

My grandma officially left us for GOD this morning at 8.30am. Was shocked to receive the news from my maid, as she was taking care of her the whole night in the hospital. Rushed down, couldn't see her the last time. Only saw her wrapped up and prepared to move to moutuary. Me and Baby shed our tears when we saw her in the white cloth, bundled up and a white piece of paper written her name, ic number, time of death and cause of death.
I went to ask the doctor why was it so sudden, when the nurse said that her condition was stabled, and ready to move to the normal ward? Questions after questions on why couldn't i find him, why didn't they inform us clearly that her lungs was damaged? This juz shows how irresponsible is the government hospital in Johor Bahru(Hospital Sultanah Aminah). I wonder how the nurse got their license, wonder even how the doctors graduate from the medical school. Was furious, but nothing can be done as she is gone. Nothing but to run all the neccesary errans, running around... driving around...
Finally everything is settled. Dad is backed from Ipoh now, he's the eldest now in the family. Guess we the youngster would have to stay overnight at the funeral palor to keep watch! So yeap... i'm at home now, getting some rest, and gonna be back there at evening or night.
Gonna go to sleep now! Will write more on my feelings towards chinese traditional funeral... perhaps... 2 days later or tml. Stay tune ya... Ciaox

"Now she's gone to be by father's side. Chatting and giggling... without anymore pain that illness has caused her. She can be finally free now..."

Long n Tired weekend

2005-08-08T21:25:00.000+08:00

Its a long but tired weekend. Granny is sick in hospital, down with asthma attack. Refuse to eat and always sleep when ppl visit her. Then only ask at night why there isn't any ppl visiting her! haix... she's really behaving like a kid now. Don't even wanna come home, instead she wants to stay there! God knows why she's behaving like this. Everybody in my family has already got the worst preparation, if she's going off, what are they gonna do.
Waking u early in the morning to fetch my mum to go hospital, come home rest for awhile, then go hospital again. Wad a hecktic one. Worst of all is my maid. she hafta take care of her at night in the hospital, then only come home in the afternoon. Then hafta do the house chore. Poor thing.. she's getting sick now too.
Sprained my ankle in NYC last sat. And was really drunk tt day. vomit... high and bla bla bla.. hahax.. thanks to Jenson, Kevin, Andy, Raffles, Xue li, Paulyne(my sista) who took care of me.. hehe. It was fun, dancing on stage, DJ Vincent kept on pulling us on the stage to dance(shuffle).. we are all out of breath man! lolx.. Had quite alot of fun with YC. She's really cute!

When life is ending, nothing we can do but to pray for a better life when they leave for heaven, being my GODs side, gaining eternity.

Back to work

2005-08-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

Now back to work from 2 days MC! hahax... went to conduct camps for HK kids... was fun.. drenched! and plus..after that, went to help my fren get his van out from the mud at Chinese Garden. all the guys pushing, me sitting inside driving..haha. After that was a clubbing night again, was kinda hyper that night..and happy hehe.. guess i'm gonna fall in love soon! lolx

Now slacking for 2 days at home, playing FlyFF and watching DVDs, back to this place Space of Boredom... no choice eh? well, nothing much lately, juz kinda happy from some stuff. Will update u guys if there's anything. NYC!! i'm coming on sat... lmao....

"When there's a reason to be sad or unhappy, u'll definately too find a reason to be happy."
-Taiwan show T.K.F.C

Just another day II

2005-07-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

At NYC, which i was suppose to hang around for ONLY awhile, i stayed till 2.30am instead.. hahax. Was happily shuffling and enjoying myself with the company of my bunch of clubbing mates. The floor at NYC that day is damn bloody hell slippery. Was having difficulty walking properly from place to place especially i'm someone who juz likes to walk from a table to another juz to check things out.. haha...

Was kinda excited to see the 3 guys from KL shuffle... and just when they are practising their steps, to my AMAZED!! they are jus so so so beginner...and the one whom they said suppose to be the number at Atmosphere (KL), yeeks! Lotsa my friends are very much better then him. Guess even the worst in NYC can beat them? hahax... he's dancing like he's at Feng Tao Place. But yeah... dancing with them at a corner sofa where its not as slippery as elsewhere. But its juz so hard to shuffle at that type of ground. I took off my shoes and went barefoot shuffling.. hahax.. infact that would be my second time -bare foot shuffling- in NYC. As we heard the DJs asking all the shufflers to go on stage to dance, we all went up along with other shuffle khakis... hahax... quickly wore my shoes and rush up CAREFULLY (Slippery ground). Dance Dance Dance... out of breath. Stopped and chat with DJ Vincent, and dance again.

When i decided to go down, i jumped down from the stage and i slip and FALL!! OuCh! I fall on my butt... its juz so slippery ok?! And so paiseh... my frens helped me up... and the embarrased me went to the side and stood there watching the rest up there dancing. The musics juz make my legs wanna move without my control...but i juz hafta control them...as its juz too slippery to dance if i don't wanna fall and embarrase myself again! So.. hang around for awhile, DJs asking for FEMALE SHUFFLER! hahax.. i wanna go.. and my frens asking me and paulyne to go... yeap! so we went... on my way up the steps, i FALL AGAIN!!! so damn slippery!!! ArGH... i hate the floor that day.. this time i fall on my knees...and the malay guys around me started to be like very kan chiong?! help me up and ask if i was ok.. and there's this funny thing... one guy held my hand and said "Girl...don't give up! Go..." when i was thinking twice whether to go. Wondering i did? yeah i did... then went down to rest...

Stayed till 2.30am and went home..sleep... 6 woke up!! haix.. hafta be here at this Space of boredom. Well, as for here? Nothing much happened... juz doing some work.. reading other peeps blog.. hahax... there are a few nice and funny ones though. Eg. Rockson Tan, NY Hotties

Life ain't alwayz we wanted the way it is... but as long as we live it to the fullest, tried out best in making it better, we ain't gonna regret when we die.

Just another day

2005-07-25T09:42:00.001+08:00

Sent two friends to Taman Negera, was excited for them at the same time kinda disappionted. Due to my responsibility in work, can't join them for such a wonderful, thrilling and adventure trip. They reach this morning at negera, they stayed in touch with me juz incase anything happened to them, i would be able to source for help or atleast inform their family. Haha... as if something gonna really happen eh?! Hope that they will be sound and safe in that jungle, with all those little leeches... lolx!

Didn't attend work today... was having a headache and not feeling so good. Visit the doc...got my MC.. now slacking at home doing nothing. Just logout from FlyFF though... abit tired to continue gaming. Guess i'm gonna go yum cha with a couple of friends, then go NYC for awhile... heard that there's a few peeps from KL Atmosphere(Club) who knows how to shuffle and apparently kinda good at it. So... yeap! gonna go check out their dance steps. Perhaps can get a few steps from them. hehex...

Was having this thoughts, wondering whether i'm juz too stupid to be thinking of someone till now. Since we left each other while he's in australia till now he's working in sg, happy when he's online chatting with me... even juz seeing his name appearing on my mobile. But in my heart i know it very well that we juz ain't gonna be a pair anymore. Maybe its juz me, who doesn't knows how to differentiate the old feelings to the present ones. Wish me luck in getting somebody else soon!

You never know wadya gonna get till u actually go try picking it up

Back to the space of boredom

2005-07-25T09:42:00.000+08:00

Back here in the office... testing the UI again, eating my pocky. Had quite a fun last weekend. Hang out with frens on friday till midnight in sg, went to Aljunied to find my cousin. Reach home was so tired... knock off.. lolx... but still manage to start off with my flyff.

Went for clubbing on sat at NY. Chat with the DJs and found out that there's gonna be a RAVE at Pulau Redang! lolx... Oct 4th i guess... and one of my friend is playing. Its gonna be so cool.. juz nice after i finish my IPP. Had fun shuffling on the dance floor, but so weird! First half of the dance floor is so empty... only me and my friends down there shuffling.. lolx.. so much space to dance! After that went to meet up with Raffles and Miru... yum cha then go home! hehe.. again sleep! As for sunday? nothing much.. juz flyff all the day!

And now today? juz got to office... nothing much to update about. but ya! Today is my Supervisor Mr. Ragadvan's LAST DAY! Farewell dude... nice having u as a supervisor. Good luck!~

Another tired day

2005-07-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

Finally! Last day of the first week. Wearing jeans, tee and shoes... they are juz so comfortable.
Woke up late in da morning, and poor thing Cheryl was waiting for me at the platform for almost half an hour! I was rushing and juz couldn't get any luck. Waited for bus... walk all the way from JB checkpoint to SG checkpoint. But the point is... Cheryl is sick.. and she waited for me. Thank you gurl... really nice of u. And please take care ya... drink more water.

Was doing my work halfway, and the database was down... now they are restarting the server, and i got to slack for awhile too! hehe... *grin* That's why i've got time to blog.
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Sometimes i'm just thinking. Was it juz me or everybody juz ain't understanding the nature of gossip. Why do ppl juz likes to go around toking bad abt ppl, or other ppl juz trying to get attention from someone they love.
Words being spread around so fast! Just like a ice melting under the sun. Some ppl got hurt, some ppl pretend nothing's happened, some ppl juz am very happy abt that, some ppl juz dun know wads going on around him.

Gossip are words that can hurt somebody,
Gossip are words that can help somebody,
Gossip are words that can make ppl believe somebody,
Gossip are words that can be good and bad,
Its just a matter of how you use it.

-Michelle Lee
22nd July 2005
1405H

Deep from the heart

2005-07-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

Awaiting To See You.........

by Lonelygirl

I close my eyes, yet sleep eludes me
As this lovely feeling spreads inside
Touching the heart and searching my soul
From my toes straight into my mind

I hope and try to shun this feeling
Though I am not sure if I should try
This must be the best thing I've ever felt
As tears of happiness makes me cry

I've always gathered my little minutes in life
To share few treasured moments with you
As you take me through the ups and downs of love
At times I am lost- wondering what to do

You upset me and leave me to suffer alone
Yet, a single word from you brings life back into me
How do you hold this power from afar?
Is it because female hearts are like the depths of the sea

Sometime in my life, I would like to see you
No matter what happens, that’s what I want to do
You already made a difference in my life
And all I want to say is... “Thank you”

Sleepy Day...

2005-07-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

Typing with a sleepy and heavy eyes ain't really nice... my head is falling forward... and i'm cold. Wad kinda place is this? hell knows... I really wonder how the stuffs here survive this kinda environment so well. They should be awarded with the BEST SURVIVOR trophy.

Just got back from a session on "How To Use Performa?" its actually a application like eclipse and VB.NET. Trying to listen but i juz can't control my eyes. They are just closing and dozzing off to dreamland... finally i'm back at this seat, but i'm still very tired. Guess i'm gonna go have a smoke then will be back to type more ya?! Oh... here's some photos from my FYPJ Khakis' BBQ Session. Enjoy...

Yeap... back to blogging now... juz got back from lunch...and we are all late! can't squeeze up the first bus. hafta wait for the other one. The food at Clementi Central... was ok..but juz too crampy and lotsa peeps. Very full now~! yeeks..

Now next objective in work of the day is... 6.15pm. To go HOME! hahax... gonna stop here.. go browse other peeps blog. hehe.. miss my FYPJ Khakis... miss those days where we smoke at the toilet(Male & Female), miss the CS time in lab, miss the DrugLord, miss the smoking at staircase, miss FYPJ... GAMES!!!!

2nd Day at Crimson

2005-07-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

Phew... gonna be 6.15 again! its really a day which u have nothing to do, juz sit on your office chair and rot. Day dreaming, surfing net, msn, all the stuffs u name it... i'm doing... hahax! Our supervisors still ain't giving us anything yet. Reading his documentation was such a boring thing to do! UrgH! Do ppl really study the Class Diagrams and Use Case Diagrams? dammit
Its a rainy day today... went out for lunch with the whole bunch of NYP IA studs. It was fun seeing that we are are sticking together and really having a great team work. After lunch is the worst thing ever. Was so so so sleepy... eyes are closing without my control. Knock off directly on the desk. Luckily i wasn't caught! lolx...
Yeap... Henry is back! hahax... he's the worst guy over here. Lotsa programming stuffs to do. And he's having some trouble understanding them. J2EE!!! haha alright gtg now! heading back to my sweet home. buay guys...